Friday, November 20, 2009

Best Scene of YAB 14: Jeremy's Bus Scene


Oh My God! Episode 14 of YAB drama was so sweet! So sad it will wrap up by next week.
Once TK said 'I like you', i was like KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I watched that part several times, but I kept squealing everytime. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

In this episode I love the fan fiction fantasies! hahaha! So funny...n my hair stood up a little bit too..can't imagine how could the fans ever thought that 'gay' story lor...huhu~

And the best scene of this episode is Jeremy's bus scene. Oh My God! It was soooooooo simple yet cute n sweet. He's so innocent. Oh poor Jeremy..Don't cry, love. I could feel his sincerity n innocence in that scene. Fabulous job Hong Ki! That singing + crying part was soooo heartbreaking. I just couldn't help myself but to cry with him. Sarangheyo!

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Never Fight..

Credits: Taman-taman Syurga

Make today a breeze not a battle. Never fight.

Nothing is worth fighting for.
Wisdom never fights, it waits patiently,
speaks positively, releases easily,
sees benefit in everything and envisions a future
of abundance...
knowing that all needs will be met at the right moment,
in the right way.

If you think life is a struggle you will always
be struggling, If you think life is a breeze,
your attitudes and actions will convey
lightness and easiness.
And that's what attracts everything you need,
and much more.
Make today a breeze not a battle.

Jangan menampal dunia
dengan mengoyakkan akhirat.

Janganlah menjadi begitu masin..
sehingga orang meludahmu..
Dan janganlah pula berlaku
terlampau manis, sehingga
mereka menelan dirimu
begitu saja...

Have a unique character like salt
its presence is not felt but its
absence makes things tasteless.
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Monday, November 16, 2009

Hellooooo by G Dragon feat. Dara 2ne1


I'm a little bit busy lately especially when it's near to the finals. Have a pack of papers to write..Ugh!! I miss you blog! However, I need to give extra attention to other things first. Ok for now, I just wanna share a song that I like...hehe~ for me it's cute with catchy music. And of course it's K Pop looorr!

I listen to this song a lot during my paper writing period...A great staying up buddy..hehe~ Let's hear Hello by G Dragon feat. Sandara Park. Or popular among the fans as Daragon..hihi~ Oh, I'm a little bit sensitive with this noona-dongseng relationship. wink*wink* huhuhu~

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Fan Photo Project of You're Beautiful Drama

After being a zombie for a couple of nights because of the blo*dy history test, now I can breath a little even though I didn't do well in it. At least it's over! Maybe the test was not hard for my other classmates. But for me, it was so difficult because first: I don't like the subject, second: it was my first ever test in United States especially as the one and only international student in class. All the information are scattered in my brain and I don't know whether it is correct or not. I really need to kill myself to pass through this first semester. It's hard to adapt to American system because I am used to Eastern style. And as a graduate student, others think that you are supposed to be clever. Oh My God! That makes me sooo nervous. And the one I hate the most is people's high expectation. They were like "WOW!" when they knew I know 4 languages and I got Fulbright scholarship. Oh come on,guys! I was just lucky, not that intelligent. These expectations make me suffocate all the time.

When a person is in a lot of pressure, he or she tends to make unbelievable crazy things. Yes, I admit it. Soooo true! I just don't know how to release the tightness in my chest. I made a ridiculous decision: to pose in pictures as drama characters. Hahahaha! I just couldn't believe I actually did that. My same age friends are busy working, taking care of their husband and kids but here, I am just like a teenage girl posing for pictures, showing my love to a drama. Guess what? I DON'T CARE! (music background: 2NE1 'I don't care' song)

My latest passion is a Korean Drama, You're Beautiful that I have mentioned before in my previous posts. There was actually a fan photo project by the fan club. To give support to the drama team, the fan club decided to prepare a special slide of fan's pictures and messages. The deadline was 8th November at first but then it was changed to 6. I did not realize the change and because of the hectic days of study, I could not make it on time. Thanks God I am not a teenage girl anymore. If not, I would have banged my head to the wall because I missed the deadline. Actually...I really wanted to pose in front of camera but I didn't have any solid reason to do it. So now it's the time to take the chance! Hahahaha! I am a loyal viewer of America's Next Top Model but I am not a good poser though. Credits to Afreen, my housemate who took the pictures and to PA who edited them.

I wanted to make creative pictures and the only idea that popped out in my head was to pose as the drama characters. Ok now we'll start with Jeremy (Lee Hong Ki). In the drama, he is a witty, funny and kinda crazy guy. He loves to make people around him laugh and forget the problems. Likes to celebrate every single memorable time with parties. He is the type of person who is fun to be with.

This is Hong Ki or Jeremy in the drama:

Well. I tried to show the colorful sides (funny and crazy) of Jeremy,so I came out with this. Hahaha!

Next is the macho and the-best-nominee-for-husband man, Shin Woo Oppa. He's calm, macho and cool but he is always keeping everything inside. So, he always appear sad in hiding his feelings. (Even though in the next episode it seems that he's ready to confess his love. Kekeke! Go Oppa!)

I don't know how to appear macho but I'm totally good in showing loneliness since I'm alone here in the States. Hahaha!

This is the hottest man nowadays in internet forums about K Drama, Tae Kyung Shi. He is always smirking, getting pissed off really easy but undeniably major hotness! Like what Park Shin Hye said, he is the one that you'll fall for more each time you see him. Hihi~ can I show a pissed off face? So I just frowned to express it. Hehe~ Being hot is just out of my I just tried the higher-up-your-nose thing. XD

The main actress is Go Mi Nyu or Go Min Nam. She's the innocent, cute, and clueless type of girl. A girl who is pure and lovable.

Ok this is my attempt to look cute nd innocent. Hahahaha! I just want to roll over seeing my poses. Don't get too annoyed seeing me trying the best to appear cute ok? :p

The evil woman of YAB drama, He Yi. She is doing a very good job because I feel like slapping her everytime her scene appears. In front of everyone, she is the most elegant, pretty, super nice, and lovable actress. However, in the reality she is the nasty b*tch that keeps ruining Tae Kyung and Go Mi Nam's happiness.

I wanted to show the two sides of the fake fairy. So I showed the smiling face and the dark side and the arrogance of He Yi. I held 2 different colored files as a symbol of 2 different characters. How is it? Do I look fake? Hahaha!

Last but not least, this picture is to show my support to all of the casts and crews of YAB team. You really brighten up my hard days of studying with your adorable work. Don't care about the ratings because in the reality YAB has a huge fan base all around the world especially among the netizens. I made hand signals to show the word love.

Even though I didn't have the chance to submit my pictures to the fan club, I do hope one day the casts and crews of YAB team will come across my photos in internet. Heheh! Just wanna show them my support and love.

Oh, I can't wait to watch the 11th episode this coming Wednesay. So nervous to see Tae Kyung and Jeremy's reaction after the high-level-bravery of Shin Woo's confession in front of everyone. Mm..thank you for having a look at my craziness moments. hehe~ Now I need to put on back my glasses and start to look at my books again. See you all again. Muuuaaah! Love from USA.

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

My Ummah by Sami Yusuf

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Thursday, November 05, 2009

You're Beautiful Drama Passionate Fans

Credits to and

Hi everyone

You're Beautiful Drama

IRIS drama

You're Beautiful Drama (YAB) has 'given birth' to a huge base of fan especially among the netizens. We agree that YAB has a major competiton with IRIS since their airing time is the same: every Wednesdays and Thursdays starting 9.55 p.m (South Korean time). IRIS gets a lot of attention because of their top casts, top secret organization storyline and a huge sum of production cost: 20 million dollars! WAAAAAAAAAAAA! That's a lot for a drama isn't it? Yeah, and as expected, IRIS episodes rating is as following:

Date Episode Nationwide Seoul
2009-10-14 1 24.5 (2nd) 25.4 (1st)
2009-10-15 2 25.3 (1st) 26.1 (1st)
2009-10-21 3 27.9 (1st) 29.3 (1st)
2009-10-22 4 26.2 (1st) 27.2 (1st)
2009-10-28 5 29.6 (1st) 30.3 (1st)
2009-10-29 6 28.9 (1st) 29.8 (1st)
2009-11-04 7 30.7 (1st) 31.1 (1st)

Impressive huh? YAB drama is a 'lighter' drama and it is cool and fun. Of course the viewers category are mostly among teenagers. IRIS drama has heavier issues and the viewers are perhaps ahjummas. Just imagine, at a house with only one television, at the same time, how can teenagers have the guts to conquer the tv when the elders want to watch another drama? So...the teenagers who are more expert in technology compared to the elders, will go to the internet to watch YAB. Well, that's my analysis according to the situation. Let's YAB episode ratings:

Date Episode Nationwide Seoul
2009-10-07 01 10.8 (11th) 11.6 (11th)
2009-10-08 02 9.6 (12th) 10.2 (11th)
2009-10-14 03 9.1 (11th) 8.5 (14th)
2009-10-15 04 8.9 (14th) 9.4 (11th)
2009-10-21 05 9.0 (18th) 9.2 (13th)
2009-10-22 06 10.0 (11th) 10.2 (11th)
2009-10-28 07 9.6 (14th) 10.2 (11th)
2009-10-29 08 9.8 (12th) 10.3 (11th)
2009-11-04 09 9.8 (17th) 10.3 (13th)

Not that impressive, huh? But it's stable. Ok now let me tell you about YAB channel in The latest episode till now is episode 9. Episode 10 has been broadcasted but I am sure YAB channel team are working hard to sub it for the sake of non Korean fans who are from all over the world..including me! ^^ Ok, with only 9 episode, the channel has been viewed for 1176281 times! Just imagine more than a million views in less than a month! That's only Not included other sites yet such as, youtube etc.

Ok I admit there will be no 1 million viewers but it is the obsessed fans who have turned into stalkers. Keep refreshing every 5 minutes...hahaha! But still! I'm impressed. And I love this channel team because they are hardworking, excellent and kind people who work volunterily for us. I heart you YAB team! Will support you till the end.

I also like to read the comments in the channel. Believe me...they are really hard core fans! Sometimes I laugh reading the comments. There r cute comments like:

Yay! It's Happy Wednesday again! or Can someone hit me at my head so that I can sleep and wake up again next Wednesday? :p

The girls especially have comments like hooooot! cuuuute! drool! and there was once they made a list from the 3 male main actors about which one they will choose to date, to marry and eevn to have one night stand and to rape! OMG! hahahahhaa! Really girls!

And there a lot of topics created in the channel. I have read once a topic poct discussing about how addictive you can be for YAB drama? The comments literally are like competition to show how crazy u have became because of the drama. Hahaha! So funny. I enjoy reading their comments. For me it's cute....hehe~

Some viewers of IRIS also have changed their preference to YAB. In online forums, there are comments regarding it such as: “I changed the channel by accident and watched for a moment, but I couldn’t forget it so I saw the reruns from Episode 1. I’ve completely fallen for it. I’ve totally converted.” (credit for

ANd of course most of them have their STALKER MODE ON. heheh~ (including me) Keep visiting the site even though we all know that the subbed episodes willbe released only twice in a week. It has become more to a fan club for a band group rather than a drama.

However, Jang Geun SUk (JGS) the lead actor felt that he was the fault that made the ratings low. He sent a note for fans at the drama website. No, no, no JGS! Why did you think like that? Because of that, the fans got 'electric shock' and they sent encouraging messages to JGS and the drama crew. They even gave a buffet gift to the drama crew (around 100 persons) at the drama set on 30th October 2009! OMG! I'm totally impressed by the fans who react really fast in SOuth Korea.

So for giving support to the drama crews who work hard, fan groups are preparing for a photo project! Apparently we need to take pictures of ourselves with messages such as:

I like Minami because....
내가 미남이를 좋아하는 이유는...

"Fighting YAB cast and crew!"
미남이시네요 제작진과 출연진, 화이팅!

"Feel the YAB love from the whole world"
미남이시네요에 보내는 전세계로부터의 응원을 알아주세요!

"Jang Geun-Seok we love you!"
장근석, 사랑해요!

"Park Shin Hye we adore you!"
박신혜, 정말 좋아해요!

"Lee Hong Ki you are the greatest!"
이홍기, 최고에요!

"Jung Yong Hwa you rule our world!"
정용화, 짱이에요!

"You are beautiful - the best show in the world!"
미남이시네요 - 세계최고에요!

"UEE - we love to hate you! Great Job"
유이, 미워서 좋아요! 진짜 잘하고 있어요!

Translation was kindly provided by pacepace!

Send the photos to the fan group will make a slide from it and they will send it by hand to SBS station. Deadline is 8th November. Wanna join? Sounds fun. Please refer this for extra info:
Ok need to go now. See you in the nest post Insya Allah. Anyong :)
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Akhlak Baik

“Orang mukmin yang paling sempurna imannya ialah yang terbaik akhlaknya.” (HR Tirmidzi)

“Sesungguhnya orang yang paling saya kasihi dan yang paling dekat padaku di hari kiamat ialah yang terbaik budi pekertinya.” (HR. Tirmidzi)

“Sesungguhnya sebaik-baik kalian ialah yang terbaik akhlaknya.” (HR Muslim)

“Bertaqwalah kepada Allah dimana jua engkau berada dan balaslah perbuatan buruk dengan perbuatan baik niscaya kebaikan itu akan menutupi keburukan dan bergaullah sesama manusia dengan akhlak yang baik.” (HR Tirmidzi)

Nabi pernah ditanya perihal orang yang paling banyak masuk syurga. Baginda menjawab : “Taqwa kepada Allah dan Akhlak yang Baik.” (HR Tirmidzi)

"Sesungguhnya engkau (Muhammad) mempunyai akhlak yang agung” (Al qalam : 4).

Anas bin Malik ra. mengatakan : "Selama sepuluh tahun saya melayani rasulullah, belum pernah saya ditegur : mengapa engkau berbuat ini ? atau mengapa engkau tidak mengerjakan itu ?” (HR. Bukhari dan Muslim).

“ Yang paling memberatkan mizan (timbangan) pada hari kiamat adalah akhlak yang baik.” (HR. Ahmad)

Rasulullah pernah berkata “Aku diutus oleh Allah ialah untuk menyempurnakan akhlak.” (HR.Ahmad)
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Used vs Loved

While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 yr old son picked up a stone
and scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child ' s hand
and hit it many times not realizing
he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers
due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.....
with painful eyes he asked, ' Dad when will my fingers grow back? '
The man was so hurt and speechless;
he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions..... .
sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;
the child had written ' LOVE YOU DAD ' .
The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits;
choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely
life & remember this:
Things are to be used and people are to be loved.
The problem in today ' s world is
that people are used while things are loved.

Let ' s try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used,
People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words..
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Pengalaman Mistik?


Setiap hari Selasa, 2 orang pelajar undergraduate akan membuat pembentangan berkenaan 'ekspresi kreatif tentang pengalaman mistik.' Untuk pelajar graduate, yang ada 2 orang je dalam kelas, kami kena buat pembentangan secara solo. Giliran aku akhir sekali, 17 November 2009. satu hape pun tak buat lagi...Huhu~

Dah namanya pembentangan kan, waktu tengahari pula, memang sesuai la untuk mengkuyukan mata. Tapi hari ni dalam kelas, aku bole gelak sepanjang pembentangan tu. Aku sorang plak tu yang gelak. :p. Ala..yg lain ada yg tertido. Sekurang-kurangnya aku bagi sepenuh perhatiankan? Bukannya apa, aku rasa kelakar plak tgk topik yang dibincangkan. Mungkin aku ni terlalu 'ignorant' sampai susah nak memahami pengalaman mistik org.
Kali ni dorang bincang pasal sorang pak hitam ni, Sun Ra yang mengaku ada pengalaman mistik. Dia ni selalu pakai baju pelik2 terutamanya baju purba mesir. Ada cakap pasal pengembaraan ke planet saturn...waa...nak buat ala-ala israk mikraj la tu..huhu~Dorang ada tunjukkan petikan filem bajet rendah yang pakcik tu buat. Aku tak le nak berenti sengih. Pastu pakcik tu ada arkestra bukannya orkestra (huhu~). Dia main muzik dalam pengembaraan mistiknya. Mula-mula aku tengok muziknya, aku jadi macam ni:

Pastu aku jadi macam ni:

Hai..tak tau la apa nak jadi dgn aku..Termakan ubat sengih dan gelak kot. Ok..mari kita tengok muzik pakcik tu ye.

Apa pendapat korang? Aku fikir satu je...Alangkah sedihnya kalau kita fikir yang kita ni di tempat yang istimewa di sisi Tuhan sedangkan realitinya kita dalam kesesatan. Astaghfirullahal 'azim. Harapnya kita tak termasuk dalam golongan tu.


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Mutiara Hati


Kali ni, mari kita sama-sama mengenali hak-hak yang perlu kita laksanakan. Er..rasanya perlu tambah la hak kepada ibu bapa. Eceh, macam la aku ni ustazah nak tmbh2 tazkirah org! :)

"Sebelum Imam Syafie pulang ke rahmatullah, beliau sempat berwasiat kepada pada para muridnya dan umat islam seluruhnya. Berikut ialah kandungan wasiat tersebut: "Barangsiapa yang ingin meninggalkan dunia dalam keadaan selamat maka hendaklah ia mengamalkan sepuluh perkara."

Iaitu: Mengurangkan tidur, mengurangkan makan, mengurangkan percakapan dan berpada-pada dengan rezeki yang ada.

Iaitu: Mengqadhakan kewajipan-kewajipan yang tertinggal, mendapatkan kemaafan dari orang yang kita zalimi, membuat persediaan untuk mati dan merasa cinta kepada Allah.

Iaitu: Membuang tabiat suka menabur fitnah, membuang tabiat kencing merata-rata, memperbanyakkan solat Tahajjud dan membantu orang yang dizalimi.

Iaitu: Tidak berdusta, berkata benar, meninggalkan maksiat dan nasihat menasihati.

Iaitu: Menahan kemarahan, banyak berzikir, mengikhlaskan amalan dan sanggup menanggung kesusahan.

Iaitu: Membuang tabiat suka mengumpat, bersikap warak, suka membantu orang beriman dan suka berjemaah.

Iaitu: Menangis lantaran takut kepada Allah SWT, berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa bersedekah secara terang-terangan serta sembunyi dan memperelok akhlak.

Iaitu: Berasa redha dengan Qadha' Allah, bersabar menerima bala, bersyukur ke atas nikmat Allah dan bertaubat dari melakukan maksiat.

Iaitu: Berselawat ke atas baginda, berpegang dengan syariat, bergantung kepada As-Sunnah (Hadith), menyayangi para sahabat dan bersaing dalam mencari keredhaan Allah.

Iaitu: Mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan, mencegah manusia dari kemungkaran, menyukai ketaatan dan membenci kemaksiatan.
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Monday, November 02, 2009

Big Bang - The Theory of Music Domination

I am a newbie in K Pop world. But don't worry, I am such a fast learner in this 'course.' :p
Much faster than reading the books for my classes.....hihi~

Ok for the first post under K Pop label, I want to talk about Big Bang. It's a Korean boy band of YG Entertainment company. Their first debut was in 2006. There are 5 members in this group: G-Dragon a.k.a GD (leader), Taeyang a.k.a SoL, Daesung a.k.a D-Lite, T.O.P a.k.a Tempo, Seungri a.k.a VI @ Victory.

They really hit the jackpot! Very popular locally and internationally. And their latest achievement is to appear in TIMES, the second South Korean artist after Rain Bi. I personally like their music and style. Of course they are hot and they also have unique talents.

This is the 3rd Japanese single and the latest MV from Big Bang. It's also used as an OST for a Japanese drama.

I have only 2 words to say:



The leader, G Dragon has also released his own solo album recently- Heartbreaker. I do admit that his style and fashion seems a bit awkward....but it's his personal style and I like his creativity.

This is a MV of his song-Heartbreaker. Mmm..seems Lady Gagayish.

This second MV, My Butterfly is also one of the songs in GD's album. Oooo...I really like this MV. So beautiful and artistic. The song sounds relaxing too.

Taeyang also has his latest solo single, Where you at, released in October 2009. He's the Korean Chris Brown. XD And of course hotness overdosed..hihi~. Anyong!

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Ayla : Second Field Trip in South Korea


bertemu kembali. Kali ni nak cite kan field trip seterusnya..
Ade 3 hari, sebenarnye so ni ari ke 2…

Kitorang bersame-same ke Samsung D’light.
Kat situ ade banyak barangan keluaran Samsung. Memang kagumla tangok,yela canggih2.
Pastu yang x de kat Malaysia pn ade..
Contohnye,macam peti ais kimci, 1 set dapur untuk orang yang malas sungguh masak.
Dapur tu kite masuk kan bahan2 dalam microwave, pastu tengok bar code die, tekan kat situ je masak la..
Tapi tv kat cni mmg besar kalo tgk cte korea.
Pastu ktorg g makan tangah hari kat restoran daging korea, nmpk mcm sedap je, tp ktorg x leh mkn kan, tgk jela..

Pastu,baru ktorg g maen kat everland…
Huhu,tempat yg kalo bleh x nk pegi.
Ari tu mse pegi ngan along, maen kat dlm je,
Tp kli ni maen kat luar skali…

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Sunday, November 01, 2009



I usually do not talk about very very personal stuffs in my blog but today I have really reached my limit. I have been quiet a long time about this but now I need to say this loud and clear. What do u feel when ur ex who actually left u SUDDENLY, now keep babbling at you about: I know I am wrong, why can't you forgive me already? Oooo, normally, I just leave this aside but today, you just hit the wrong button, man! Especially when I have a his story test tomorrow (HISTORY). Thanks for bringing out the cursing machine and sarcasm sense in me. DANGER ALERT!

I do not want to be a mean girl but you just keep provoking me. Ok, I know we are not meant to be together, alhamdulillah I realized that. I am not mad at you anymore but I do feel HURT by what you have done. This is about dignity and backstabbing. To me you have crushed my dignity and it's not easy for me to forget it . It takes time to heal. So can you just leave me alone? Don't bother to babble about forgiving. U said:Even Prophet is forgiving. Ermm...I'm sorry.I should have told u this before. For ur information, I am NOT a prophet. Yeah, in case u didn't know about it.

As what u said: I am just an ordinary human who makes mistakes. Yes I do know that. But don't you know that I am ALSO a human who needs time to forgive? So please let me live my life. I am trying to be a good forgiving person. But each time u were the one who lit the fire back by rushing me to it! And now u keep meddling about my relationship with others! WHAT THE HECK??!!It's between me and the others. You just keep it worse by meddling. Just concentrate on ur partner and please do not bother me anymore. Just be a normal person who knows a bit about me from FB or blog; not a person who irritates me with your words.

I'll give you a tip. Just keep making DOA so that I'll forgive you one day. U, torturing me with this forgiveness thing will make things worse. For the -I don't know how many already- give me time to forgive and please don't ever bother me anymore with that kind of questions. Sorry to say this but u made me do, BACK OFF!

I need to empty myself so that I can concentrate back on my readings for the test tomorrow. Astaghfirullahal 'azim.
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